Astral Hands

I laid resting on the bed this morning and wanted to aim towards an obe. I felt the dizziness and lightness coming. I focused on floating and raising out. I started to 'see' through my eyelids with my astral eyes. I attempted to raise my astral arms up in hopes of my guide lifting me up and out. While doing this, I saw my arms and hands, but only saw their energy signatures. They were light pure light, and I moved them around and followed their movement. It was incredibly cool to experience this, something new every time. I called for my guide but I didn't think she was coming...maybe she was busy ..hehehe A saw a vision before me, a skyline full of clouds with a lake, except I was looking down into it. It was a view that was breath-taking and left me in awe, I wanted to go there! I mentally forced myself there as if I needed it like air. I swarmed through this place incredibly happy and free. I wasn't alone, I felt there were more like me there, but I didn't see anyone. I felt no sense of fear. I asked to see my soul mate. I was told from a friend a few weeks ago that if you want to meet your soul mate, ask for them in the astral. So I did. Nothing happened and I thought perhaps they were not in the astral like I was. So I decided to go to the next thing, how about some astral sex? hehehe I'll leave it at that :-)

Flying!

This morning, I wanted to venture out of body before it was time to wake. My astral eyes opened and I saw a window before me, filled with beautiful white clouds passing quickly.
This vision was like an invitation for me, like a bait to the fish. I accepted the invitation and repeated to myself 'I want to fly in the clouds.' I felt and saw my mind-split, and slowly moved out
towards this grand window. As I flew/floated through it, my vision was dimmed and unfocused. I asked for clarity and to be able to see ahead of me. The place I was at was beautiful, I was flying
freely through the lit sky. A feeling of bliss came over me, I was free and happy. I recalled how I wished that everyone was able to experience this, how sad that only a few can do this. There is no fear, only love and joy.
I did notice that I was not alone, there were others there. I do remember seeing large black eyes. This made me uncomfortable
and I decided to return back, I thought of my body and I felt the return happen.

Recovery!

My son got up when I headed back for the bedroom last night, it was late, about 12AM. He wasn't well. Horrible stomach cramps with Diarrhea, poor guy (he's 9). I worried whether or not to take him to the ER. His pain was intense and I feared it may be serious. He finally settles down in my bed and ended up sleeping with me.
A couple of hours after we feel asleep, I started to AP. An illumination appeared at my third eye point, I 'encouraged' it to increase. I then slowly slid out of my body to the left and near or on my son. I prayed and imagined light and love around him so that he would heal. I repeatd affirmations of love and healing and imagined light swirling around his/my astral body.
The next morning, he awoke feeling as good as new. I told him I was praying for him and told him what I said. He said, 'Oh yeah, I remember that in my dream.'

Bed Bugs

Well...I went to bed about an hour ago and got up because of all the orbs in my bedroom! :-P
I have to laugh at myself over this. I'm talking out loud in my room, first a prayer to God to help my son heal (his stomach hurts somethin awful). Then I was speaking to a friend of mine who I believe has passed. I turned over to go to sleep when I stared at wall to see a framed illuminated orb. It was strange to see, a perfect sphere with four corners around it. This lasted about a second and more pronounced than I am used to.
I turned my attention upward and said, 'It's okay, but I need to get ready to go to sleep, perhaps tomorrow during the day?'
A flash of gold appeared. like a beautiful star. Then a huge white bubble like orb manifested as I peered at it for a couple of seconds. Of course, I remained calm, but some adrenalin released in me. I'm only human right?
My first thought was, 'this is new'. I see this experience as a step forward, to condition myself for what is to come. Many more sparks occurred before this in the room, some gold, some white.
It's one thing to see this in your peripheral vision, but yet another to lock onto it with your naked eyes.